My Untitled poem 4 my bffs what should I call it?

If you hate me, then hate me, if you love me, then love me. If you used me, then tell me if you yell I leave. If you cry I will be there with a box of tissues. If you joke I promise I will laugh. If I call you talk, when I cried you were there with a box of tissues, if something was wrong you told ME. You always looked out for me, stopped me before I said something mean. Helped me up when I fell in the road of life. Held my hand and told me everything was going to be ok. Stopped me before I did something stupid. Backed me up when I needed you, caught me when I fell. You were my best friend and I abandoned you, I came back and you said, "What took you so long?" You supported me when I really needed it. We knew each other since we were young, but now we have grown up and have no more time to just "hang out" like we used to. I used to say I hated you but now I say you must have been my sister and he was my brother. We drifted and came back. I walked on the beach of my life and I would turn and see you guys and know you like me for who I am. I always wonder when I pass away will I ever see you again? You trust me with all your heart and I feel the same. You always believed in my dream of being famous. I know you will ALWAYS be my number one fan. You have heard all of my secrets, you know me so well. You can see me from the inside not that girl on the outside. You know who I really am but let me figure that out for myself. You talked me out of "cheating death" and said let it come when it does. I felt like I was so small, but you helped me see who I am and because of you I know who I truly am. So kudos to you my friends for you have known me for so long and have given the chance to feel wanted in the world I love you guys for that and I will NEVER, and I mean NEVER forget you, you have left a HUGE impact in my life you taught me so much I helped you and you helped me!!!!!