Waiting

Hey, nothing new-just waiting for school to be over, I am totally done with the drama, people getting in MY buisness, pretty much just strait up done wth the sixth grade. The thing I'm most excited about leaving is the snotty people- aka good bye Kaya! This year has taught me many things, from friends, to family. The one important thing is to trust one another-but trust carefuly, if one is to trust to much then you end up "broken." I have also learned that you shouldn't put your whole "heart" in another person's hand if your relationship is unsteady. They could potentially A) freak out and "throw it away" B) Turn out to be a total player C) just lie D) just randomly "move on" and not tell you then play with your emotions or E) all of the above.
Sixth grade can bring you a lot of craziness. But from what I learned is that you have to make your own desisions, it's only up to you on how your life turns out. You can't be afraid, you just have to be true to yourself. You shouldn't let other people's immature actions bother you, you sometimes have to just let it all go. I learned that if you have a friend that is making bad desisions- or if they are leading on to that point, then you should just say goodbye to them. No questions asked. If there is a question to that statement, then you should just respond saying, "Do you think it's really worth throwing your ENTIRE life away to THINK you look cool? For all you know if you get drunk or high and pass out they could just walk away, and leave you where you are, and when you awake you don't rember a thing. That only gives your "friends" a better chance to lie. You can't tell me you think that is cool. " The school year has given me a chance to "find myself" though. I really want to prove to my family that I will never give up, never be a Druggie", and that I will keep my word. I hope next school year will be a better year though!